Allowing myself some honest feelings
2002-10-29 @ 9:22 a.m.
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Yesterday I told a friend that sometimes it's appropriate to be jealous.
Then last night I tried to explain to another friend that it's okay to be sad once in a while. He tried to cheer me up by making a sign that said "You are loved by a lot of people. Don't let anyone steal your joy" and holding it up to the office window. Of course that just made me cry more. I cry easily. Sometimes I wish I didn't.
That's where I am today. Not crying anymore, but a little jealous and a little sad.
But being jealous doesn't change anything. And I won't let sadness take control. (That's what the pills are for.)
And I still have the best life a person could hope for; the best family and the best friends.
Note to local family and friends: It's probably not what you think, exactly. But it's okay to ask if you want to know.
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