Marvelous family weekend, part one
2002-05-27 @ 11:54 a.m.
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By now most of you know that the Rancho has had a rough spot or two. I find it ironic that big bad Rancho Lesbiano, home of the famous polyamorous family of four lesbians is suffering from, well, basically, polyamory. But you also know that we are working it out and still consider ourselves the luckiest group of women to ever grace the planet with our cum.
Sex is a very powerful force, and I'm always surprised when it reminds me once again just how powerful it is. Maybe I should specify that sex is a very powerful force in my life. Not everyone seems to focus on it as much as I do. The longterm lack of sex can make me feel sad and lonely. A lengthy bout of fabulous sex can make me feel great about myself and about life in general. It can also make me expect it to continue. The sudden loss of fabulous sex (even a temporary loss) can make me feel despair like nothing else can. Frankly I'm not always sure I'm cut out for polyamory, but I'm working on it, and I'm not willing to give up on it.
I tend to need attention, a lot of attention actually. Sometimes I worry that I need too much attention. I'm not as good as my high-femme sisters at recognizing that a lot of attention is exactly my due. I have been lucky enough to be the recipient of all the attention a girl could want for at least a few months. It had to taper off at some point.
I just had an incredible weekend, though. A weekend that reminds me why I love my family as much as I do. A weekend that reminds me that my family loves me better than anyone else ever has. And it started with Sara.
Sara and I had an opportunity to have a long conversation on Friday morning that made me grow even closer to her than I have felt in the past. It was simply a time to open up to each other and talk about some very different experiences we've had lately. It was a great way to start the weekend because she reminded me how of much I have.
Then Badsnake asked for me to herself on Saturday evening. She doesn't really do that often. We sleep together every night, and sometimes take our time together for granted (both of us). We get so caught up in trying to arrange date time with the girlfriends that we don't see every night, that we forget to make special time for the two of us. So we had a wonderful evening together.
On Sunday we experimented with a new date format (I liked it!). We had girlfriend dates at different times of day instead of at the same time so we could all use the attic (I vote for more of that). Then we had sleep-over dates, too. (My idea, I'm needing a lot of Jake's attention lately.) The whole day turned into an Englewood day for me and Jake (a day that mimics vacation days).
First we had mochas on the deck, then family breakfast (complete with a porn magazine review, and yes, cooking mags, too). Then Jake and I had our date first. It was a delicious, much-needed, "pay attention to me" kind of date.
Sara got called out (she was on call this weekend) but got back in time for her date with Bad. While they used the attic, Jake and I chilled at their house, watching a movie and then a full-body rub down for Jake who was sore and tired (no, not from the date) from painting their bedroom on Saturday. She stretched out on a lounger on the deck in just her boxers, and I took a chair cushion out to kneel on and massaged her lovely body from toes to fingers. I am a person who very much enjoys the feeling of serving someone else, particularly someone who loves me and whom I love, and particularly someone with whom I share sexual chemistry even when it is not in a sexual context. I can't explain exactly why, but I truly enjoyed being on my knees at her side to massage her tired muscles. I know, everyone wishes they had a Deb.
After Jake's massage and Bad and Sara's date, we all came back together again for family dinner. I have to break off now and go to work. But I want to tell you about dinner and sleepovers, too. So I'll come back to that in the next entry.
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